OK THATS BETTER, i think. ok not sure but DAMB I"M BOARD AS HELL!!!
the problem with liveing in a town that time has aperently forgoten about or it could just be that CRAIG SUCKS MAJOR GOAT ASS!! HA.....um ok loosing my mind so if anyone happens to come across it PLEASE SHOOT IT!! Current Mood: crazy
as i sit and ponder of the life i have, i some times wonder if it's a game. as i sit here in the dark thinking of all the different moves i could make and could have made, i ponder what game is it to be played?
pondering the different things i could do and have done, ponder who is in control of this game? seeing the different actions taken or given, ponder if i can pause and watch from afar? never knowing the rules if ever there where rules, ponder can i make the rules to work for what i need and want? never knowing if i can reset the game and make a new game, ponder is there a reset or and i actual in a dream ? ponder if life is a dream that i can never wake from and not a game?
PONDER ON THIS I WILL : IF LIFE IS A NEVER ENDING DREAM THEN WHAT IS LIFE LIKE OUTSIDE THE DREAM? Current Mood: annoyed
Ok so what the hell is up with the snow and people becoming overly stupid?
I mean come on get a #$!@ clue as to the real world! first you got the damb ski bums and turons, then you got the top brass in a job,WTF!!! Is it so hard to keep your head on your damb shoulders that u got to screw over the whole fricken place?
Ok so a little about what the hell i'm bitching about
1. Ski towns suck to live in or around let alone work in.
2. Why is is it that a corpret compony cant see a dickhead when they loose thousands of dollars to training new people every week?
3. and why is it illegal to shoot them?
So far at the job I have been told that when and if it snows that I and my co-workers are to come in(even if it is our day off) and shovel snow. A very good friend of mine that works for our sisterhalf was told that he has to work (no choise) on his day off and stay late on surten nites couse the dumb ass that runs the show is a RETARD!! to the utmost of the word. I have never been so damb pissed off at people in my life that the ones that I and others work for. so they want to play game's? FINE BY ME!! LETS PLAY HARDBALL YOU FUCKS!!! I'll give you lesson about screwing with peopls lives and thinking that your all they got.. Current Mood: enraged
|just a random thought
You know those thoughts you get at the most acquired time's... Well i just had one..
I started wondering about FRIENDS... you know, the people the you can rely on to help you out no matter the problem, weather it be advice, physical help or just a shoulder to lean on and cry or bitch..
As I look at my sorry but somewhat pleasant life i realized that the number of TRUE FRIENDS that i have can indeed be counted on 10 fingers or less. See tonight i got a call about a friend that i work with from our very loved and true friend arc angel, the call about our friend was that he had died in his bed tonight...LOL.....as he is another very good friend of mine i had a feeling of complete peace in knowing that he was fine...Having said this to the other members of the TRUE FRIENDS list and Having seen this common friend only 2 hours prior to this call i was not concerned... but back to my thought...
How is it that a person can tell a TRUE FRIEND? for me a friend is some one you can hang with that has the same or close interests as you...A TRUE FRIEND is some one that will have the same interests or close to but also help you either you own goals and be straight up front with you when you're being an ass-head about things or just call or stop by to just say hey. So to all my TRUE FRIENDS (arc angel, moody abyss, and were elf)and the others i have not motioned i thank you for being there and being my family.. Current Mood: amused
|words of thought
Just a little something I ran into after the small incident with 1 of our friends little run in with death...
live with intention.
walk to the edge.
play with abandon.
choose with no regret.
continue to learn.
appreciate your friends.
do what you love.
live as if this is all there is.
by mary anne radmacher
dusk falls and all is calm
awaking from a slumber of terror
dark thoughts fill my head
blood and carnage cover my eyes
dark is the world for the cursed
cold and forgotten is all i have become
for some it's a nightmare
but for me it's a lovely game of chance
have you ever stopped and wondered if the people they call crazy and lock up aren't acutely the sane people and the rest of the world is crazy?